Saturday, March 24, 2018

Public school funds and things on my mind

   I don't know about schools in other countries. But, the spending in public school in the great almighty United States is absolute crap. A lot of the spending goes towards atheltics and anything besides the arts. At my school, my IB art program only has a few types of art mediums: matte acriylic, tempura paint (the type little kids paint with), colored pencils, and oil pastels. We don't even have canvas. Band is another program that is really underfunded. I mainly brought this because of what I've heard.
So, I have been placed at a table where I am surrounded by girls either in ASB or just locals (sometimes both). Only one of them really talks to me (let's call her H) and actually knows my names, the other two don't care and forget about my presence(aka J and F). Anyways, the local three were talking about the following:

  1. Rise in breakups 
  2. One of the girl's jerk of a recently ex-boyfriend
  3. Some girl they condemned just because she embraces her sexuality
  4. Girls that are stuck up
  5. ASB
Because they think I am some lousy rock on the chair across them, I was able to listen on while looking bored. I overheard something that ended kinda pissing me off. J bought up the yearly ASB retreat,which I found out on that day - Thursday, and H continues on that conversation. Then, J added that fact that the head of ASB was thinking of  flying out the entire ASB! DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH AIR FARE COST FOR AROUND 15 KIDS AND ONE FREAKING ADULT?! Absolutely ridulous. Just for a reminder, I am at a public school. Where's the money coming from? What's need for it? All of they do are decorate and pick themes for school events. Nothing real important there. Additionally, they're like Julius when it comes to club money. In freshman year, when I was in the Feminist club, we planned to give snack bags, basically a decorated brown paper bag with garnola bars, PB&J sandwiches and water aka simple. We had to give one hundred snack bags, so we decided to use our sorta useless club money the food. After going back and forth with ASB and the president (who was my friend, so were most of the club counsil), we can't use the club money that was saved from the food fairs we did. Not joking, ASB only allowed us to use the money only for the two most important and serious situations: pizza parties and T-shirts. In order words, donation for a shelther = a waste of money and time but, pizza parties= make it rain like a nigerian wedding.
                                     ASB:"That's almost $2 worth of club to a women shelther"

This rant felt longer than I thought. I wanted to talk about something else but, I ramble on any longer it make people fall asleep.

Virtual*✭˚・゚✧*Hime

*✭˚・゚✧*・゚*✭˚・゚✧*・゚* (It was kinda hard trying to post this playlist :P)

Sunday, March 18, 2018

Things on my mind #3: Anime boys and/with flower crowns

I adore anime boys more than the ones in real life. It's kinda weird because when I'm daydreaming, reality sucka punches me in the face and yells how they're not real. Then, logical thinking kicks me in the gut and says if they would like me in real life. That would be a no, unless their name is Alois Trancy or a pedophile. Here are my favorites (listed by animes)-
1.Death note (not all dead,but dead)

2. Hetalia 
3.black butler
4. DRAMAtical Murder
4. Free! Swimming Anime
5.Attack on Titan



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I also LOVE flower crowns. They're so retro and cute. They remind me of flower fairies and when I lived in Portland.
I also love anime boys with flower crowns ,too.
This post is a flashback from middle school. I was super obsessed like this then. So, enjoy I guess /:












Things on my mind #4: People from HS

Until yesterday, a super late revelations hit me while I was thrift shopping: I have to stop quickly assuming about things. Real original, right? However, that's a huge problem that I fail to really fix. I would assume the best of people or events then, it would be worst than I thought. When I was in sophomore year, I always thought it was so cool that my friend could instantly get with her artsy group of friends, hop on the metro and hang out at MOCA. I thought it was also puzzling on how she could get away with all things she did, like causally smoke and go to late night shows with hypnotic vocals and crowds that moved like crashing waves. All that time, I would think that her mom was some carefree hippie that also did that. My viewpoint changed for the worst late last year. I wonder if someone thought for the worst of the better. If so, I'd be interested yet, scared.
Additionally, I had this revelations since a week ago. People depend on me way too much and they're okay with it. It is sad and disappointing. It is weird that adults are absolutely okay with people depending on others when there's actually work to be done and they have to do it. But when ONE person looks at their phone, it is the most disrespectful thing on earth and it is the end of the world. Makes no sense at all to me. I already feel the depressing side effect of it: disappearing edges, deteriorating skin, and ultra-sensitivity to noise. This is one of the constant reminders that I will probably won't miss most of the people from high school.

Movie review from my channel awesome blog (I now pronounce you chuck and larry)

Adam Sandler
A man who can be capable of comedy yet isn't. When you think of him, what comes up?
Gross out humor? Product placements? SNL?

Yes, indeed, he is associated with all of this things. But, would you imagine him and Kevin James (ugh) both tackling the harsh realities of homophobia. No one does. They aren't even fit for that anyways.

Too bad, they believe so. Which gave us the atrocity of " I Now Pronounce You Chuck and Larry." This movie is about two "respectable" firefighters posing as a gay couple for insurance stuff. As expected, this is an offensive mess (including fat jokes, homophobic slurs, and Rob playing as a Japanese-Canadian pastor *gag*). Weirdly, you can tell that they're trying to teach a lesson about prejudice. The way they do it is quite right. The way it's teaching it's anti-prejudice lesson is just the movie "Radio", having a majority (in this case, a straight guy) saving a minority (LGBT+). Along with that, when a lesson is taught it's automatically ruined by an offensive joke or stereotype. For example, when a tough/scary firefighter came out to Larry, it could've been an emotional moment, but it was ruined by the gay firefighter displaying a gay stereotype. The movie is trying to teach the Happy Madison audience about the stuff LGBT+ people face. It is the same as sailor-mouthed parents constantly tell their child to stop cursing ( BTW, if you don't get my metaphor, it teaches a life lesson yet, contradicts itself with including offensive jokes about that lesson).

Rating: 0-1 stars (it's in between)

robby town project part 1: humble beginnings

  Back in first to second grade, I would play to toys in this make believe town called Robby Town. Robby Town kinda mimiaced the are me at t...